It’s the “NEW YEAR”, okay so I’m writing this one month late from January but here’s the thing, I am not happy.
I had a list of things to happen once it became January 2016:
- Get a pay raise
- Loose weight
- Learn frekkin German
- Get a tattoo (i think this is most doable)
- my boyfriend talking to….
- look for a nice space to live cos hell no do i want to live in my current condo or in his house but because of budgeting reasons (look at point one), I will have to settle to living with our families
- hoping to see one of my bestfriends more often
- be happy again.
It’s a great list! I fell apart. None of this has happened. none. so I’m not moving forward, no #pazapaz for me, because there IS no step forward. currently I instead am :
- for the lack of better word, painting to become happy.
- trying to learn frekkin german
- going to my job early even though being underappreciated is taking it’s toll
- got my tatt. 😛
half the list so far and it’s only February, maybe it’s not sooo bad